Crest

Another month, another update. Now this is going to be less on the ordinary fragments of everyday life. I dont actually recalling writing this blog as an ordinary blog on blogging boring life but on drier, harder to read musings.

Been reading even more books on literature and graphic novels nowadays, I used to read them from the point of a reader, now I try to dissect it down, finding the structure of the plot. Trying to listen the voice of works.. imitating and absorbing the technique. The past few months has helped to make things clearer, the clarity is still not there but at least it is not dense smoke , blocking out everything.

I always wonder how the talented get their break, do their talent naturally reach out to those who can see it? Or they reach out for such people actively? Contacts are so hard to build up especially those who can really help. What truly complicates matters are that I am alone in this, very few of my friends in real life remotely writes or understands my sentiments on this issue. They understand my desire and wish to be a writer but most dont share it. Feeling like a wandering minstrel ballading about a tale of quiet adventure vivace that will be a crescendo of epic or it will be slowly fade into the winter largo of failure.

I need more Dream Theatre and Rising Force :o